what the hell have i done and what am i going to do. Things have gone haywire and i'm really confused. i'm easily influenced and people's opinions can change my mindset. so am i going to be a bastard now or drag it further and escalate the situation. or like what they say, what matters most is how i feel, but i can tell you seriously i dont know. i can be a bastard and say im so sorry like what a said or shut my ears and not be superficial like what b said. but words said cant be taken back so the damage is done it has successfully stimulated my thoughts..
well, good news. I've survived 5 weeks of my long work schedule, so its 7 more weeks to go. i'm tired and i'm sick and i miss my friends, but i'll keep going. and i got my dream course so cheers=)