Im so so depressed. I dont want to go to school. Im in the wrong school. Lousy biz course, no hall, no friends. This sucks. I suck. Finally my ficklemindedness has brought me into deep trouble. The greatest mistake of my life. No looking back now. Hopefully things are not as bad as i thought or else, bye , i'll transfer to ntu next year though it means one year of wastage and 7k into the bin. wells. or i just drop out after one sem go and work for a year and go for next year's intake. anything. i feel like i'm suffering from depression. i think i'm mad. Everyone is in camp now, everyone got their halls, their classes, their timetable. me? nothing, shows how efficient the school is. the prof said he'll tell me my class soon. well where is it? why is the sch so inefficient pls. this sucks.




oh wells. i'm scared. One more week to school, new environment, new faces, new culture, stress, exams..after 8 months of freedom. this is bad, i dont like it. I havent enjoyed enough, i havent tendered. Boss kept saying the same sentence, " kai xue liao zai kao lu." -.- I know i can't cope, I dont want to stress myself uneccessarily especially when im so paranoid when it comes to studies. I'm a muggerrrrrrr. idiot. After much thought I should have accepted the residence hall cause my house is really too far so i shall appeal to pgp on the appeal date and pray hard i get it. fickle idiot.