Haix.. we met for one last time for a proper closure. It seems that he is telling the truth. He's so guilty about it, he knows he's a jerk and what can i do? I believe him, he's not that kind of person. Just that he's so bent on his decision and so there's no turning back already.. I feel better but at the same time, it makes it worse for me to forget the whole matter. This is so bad, is this the only way out? Its so unfair but i can do nothing. I know i can change things if i talk to his parents but he's so against it and as much as i wanted it, i decided not to. or maybe yet. This is so tough, what am i going to do? I'll never snap out of this. God, please help. I'll die from depression.. this is so not right, i need strength.