i feel so depressed, feel like dying..makes me wonder if i'd made the wrong choice..maybe i should stay in mj or go to poly and study a course that i like instead of coming to tj where everyone is so smart and failing all the tests i've taken.. what is this shit man. and june common test is just four weeks away and i'm totally prepared to fail. one and a half years more to end my jc life. i'm so looking forward to it. studying is so shit and it makes my life sux. i don't know what i'm studying and i don't know what's the purpose of it and what good will it do to my future. so studying sux.




cuixia, grace(our buddy) and mE
me, celine our choreographer and cuixia
our concert day` yanyee cuixia me melissa jiahui
Cousins- xiangsheng xiongzheng, me, sis, liping, ah jing jiejie, lisi and xiangjian
Finally i had withdraw from titans using karen's MC, though i was really pissed off by ben lau when he asked me to go and BUY a fake MC to withdraw. what great moral values he has. I have this strong urge to call up the moe to complain. Titans is hell, its rubbish, now my shoulder has a big bruise on it because of the 90kg log which we have to carry it on the shoulder and run for 80 m. Anyway one more week to holidays, but this means 4 more weeks to JCT, but i'm so sick of school already.Its just tests tests and tests and a matter of keeping awake during lectures and tutorials.




TJCHOIR concert : 13th May at ACS BARKER $10 per ticket..come and support! Very nice one.. last week we had our first titans training..oh man..it was so sucks. so damn sucks. so tough i cannot stand it. i think i'm going to die but they don't allow us to withdraw. well, i'm going to suffer. Argh. SPAs are coming..nooo..i hate SPA.. i hate exams..i hate tests..choir concert is coming yay!! so excited ..but our gown is so damn ugly and uncomfortable and it cost 90 bucks..haising one is so much nicer and only cost 34 after being subsidised.. i shall post a photo of them so that you can see the difference. next time. lazy to do it today. today i received jas's testimonial..so touched cause she's the first since i deleted my previous account..now my friendster account is so pathetic..people help me write testimonials..hehe.