Alot of things have been going through my mind these few weeks and i suddenly realise humans are really complicated. They act like this but think otherwise. Its a very sad thing to say that the team is falling apart and i daresay it'll be worse if a handover takes place. I used to think how strong and how united how bonded we were, but as time passes, it starts to show. Well, we can see, we can tell. Even i, myself played a role in aggravating the whole situation because i couldn't control my thoughts, but i know some share the same thoughts as me. A good leader does wonders, a good team must be led by a good leader. I dont doubt the management but i can't deny the flaws which somehow indirectly is breaking up the team.
Now that school is going to reopen real soon, i would soon stop working. These few months have really brought me invaluable experiences. Out of the 3 companies i've been in, the one which i've learnt most is this service job of mine. The lowest paid, the most tiring, the one which angered me most BUT the most fulfiling one, the one which taught me to be independent, equipped me with lifeskills and the one when i can really be my ownself when i work and best friendships forged. The one that really open my eyes to all sorts of people. extremely polite ones which i really wish to commend them, super rude and sarcastic ones which i would love to kick their asses. Weirdos who came alone and at weird times. Scary ones who asked for my number. Super mushy couples whom we liked to gossip about. Shuai ges who i can go gaga over. Happy family with 8 pax and can actually squeezed into a table for 4. LOL. and of course many many more. You all know how much i love my job and yup i'm also equally disappointed now what things really are and dont know what will happen in the future also.hmm.




what the hell have i done and what am i going to do. Things have gone haywire and i'm really confused. i'm easily influenced and people's opinions can change my mindset. so am i going to be a bastard now or drag it further and escalate the situation. or like what they say, what matters most is how i feel, but i can tell you seriously i dont know. i can be a bastard and say im so sorry like what a said or shut my ears and not be superficial like what b said. but words said cant be taken back so the damage is done it has successfully stimulated my thoughts..
well, good news. I've survived 5 weeks of my long work schedule, so its 7 more weeks to go. i'm tired and i'm sick and i miss my friends, but i'll keep going. and i got my dream course so cheers=)